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My life My Hell

I lived my day inconsolably
I made efforts to breath thinking if hell could be less than this world
Or if heaven could be my stress free home where I could fly like a bird
I slept with this thought running at the back of my mind
In my dreams I was moved by an angel
He said that his presence to me was divine
He can show me hell from his eyes
I was petrified by his behavior
Though his looks were of a lover
He called himself Archangel Gabriel
He looked deep into my eyes
I asked him to show me misery
He took me below cloud nine
Where I experienced illness, loss and tragedy
I was taken aback and requested some mercy
The angel took me back to paradise
That was where happiness and glory resided
He made other angels surround me
They bought me wonderful healing energies
I sat with that angel asking what role he plays in my story
He smiled and said I am your lover, healer, a friend and your enemy
I could not understand his theory
Hence he took my hand and showed me my movie
I saw myself happy
I saw myself despising me
I saw the reflection of my thoughts on others
My happy self showed me happiness in others
My despising self clutched me with cunnings in others
I asked him where you play the role of an enemy
He smiled and said whenever I push you hard towards good
You turn back thinking I am your enemy
Little was this understanding for me
However I realized there had been time
When I refused to go by my first thought in mind
And ended up myself in jugglery
Oh I felt so sorry
For me and for the angel standing near me
He said I m sending you again to life
Which I am sure now you know is heaven in delight
I would reply to your plight
If you would listen to me with a smile
Trust your first thought
Trust the intuition that you carry
Cause I am the one residing in them my dearie
I can take you to places if only you chose to ban negativity
I smiled waking up in good health and happy spirits
As if I have conquered the magic inside me.
Now I am leading my life exactly the way angel’s told me



I was born up in Delhi and has been living in the city since then; I have completed my graduation from the Delhi University. I come from a respectable and close-knit family. As an individual, my endearing nature and cheerful personality makes me popular among friends. I am an avid reader – I am fond of reading anything to do with spiritualism, psychology, the psychic realm, reincarnations and autobiographies. My favorite authors include Brain Weiss, Paulo Coelho, Brian Tracy, Gary Chapman, Louise Hay and Doreen Virtue, Sudha Murthy, Priya Kumar among many others. I feel my connect with books not only enhances my knowledge but also inspires me. I have put a pen to my thoughts and created book of poems called Love beyond Veils, book of short stories The golden hour and the gang of wonder kids available on amazon and Flipkart I am also fond of music and plays the guitar too. I have keenness in mysticism and the occult – I am a certified Pranic and Reiki healer, Angel therapist, Tarot Card reader and an astrologer. I share a deep love for animals and this is reflected in the fact that I took up the healing courses ostensibly to alleviate the suffering of stray animals. I practice meditation too. Professionally, I began my career with an international airline; then switched to work for diplomatic missions. I sat for the IELTS (International English Language Testing System) exam in 2009 to test and enhance my knowledge in the language.

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