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His Final Minute

It was his final minute when I looked into his eyes
I discovered true love trying to hold me tight
He did not wanted to leave me
Alas! Harshness in his breath did not let him talk to me
He moved on to different level without closing his eyes
I cannot forget that vindictive moment
I saw him smiling even though I knew he died
Sudden burst of my emotions
Killed me thousand times
Even though I tried to be strong
Somewhere I was angry
Despising my lonely life
It is not easy to live I shrieked in an empty room
I don’t know how many times
Every second turned into minute
Minute turned into an hour and hours to lonely days and nights
All I was an angry woman who left her fortitude to hold life
It was one full moon night when
I saw a metal box near his bedside
It was old and wary closed with a lid
I opened it and saw a note
It says even though I leave you
I am still with you like a quill
Don’t try to hold my thought
I am near you and will never leave you ever
My physical presence is gone
But I am with you every single day and night
Understand this transition was equally upsetting for me
I had to leave to come back to you again my lovely
Smile, because your smile makes my heart shine
I will come back the day you will stop grieving and start living your life
I busted into tears
Knowing how much he loved me
I too responded with smiling face but with wounded voice
I am no more an angry woman trust me
You have given me a hope to live this life
But I can never forget your last minutes
You spent with me in my arms
I miss thee…
Come back to me in this life
So that I can detest you for a day to leave me
And love you all my life
That is an another story that I can never hate you for a moment
Even though anger is all on my mind

Kooky left us last year on this date. I pray for his soul to be in peace 🙂



I was born up in Delhi and has been living in the city since then; I have completed my graduation from the Delhi University. I come from a respectable and close-knit family. As an individual, my endearing nature and cheerful personality makes me popular among friends. I am an avid reader – I am fond of reading anything to do with spiritualism, psychology, the psychic realm, reincarnations and autobiographies. My favorite authors include Brain Weiss, Paulo Coelho, Brian Tracy, Gary Chapman, Louise Hay and Doreen Virtue, Sudha Murthy, Priya Kumar among many others. I feel my connect with books not only enhances my knowledge but also inspires me. I have put a pen to my thoughts and created book of poems called Love beyond Veils, book of short stories The golden hour and the gang of wonder kids available on amazon and Flipkart I am also fond of music and plays the guitar too. I have keenness in mysticism and the occult – I am a certified Pranic and Reiki healer, Angel therapist, Tarot Card reader and an astrologer. I share a deep love for animals and this is reflected in the fact that I took up the healing courses ostensibly to alleviate the suffering of stray animals. I practice meditation too. Professionally, I began my career with an international airline; then switched to work for diplomatic missions. I sat for the IELTS (International English Language Testing System) exam in 2009 to test and enhance my knowledge in the language.