I can’t stay mad at you

A star twinkled in front of my eye
When I thought about you after a long time
The presence of love between us was so shy
That it ruined the happiness in disguise
I kept on searching mirth in you
Ignoring faults, imperfection and selfishness
You guard yourself with these impurities in you
People told me once but I failed to realize that it is true
Alas your presence in my life had to last
As nothing stays aghast
I recalled crying for long
As I was hurt
I was crushed  
And I was killed by your deeds and words
The negative aura hugged me so strong
I cursed you with every single breath
Like a sad doll
Disregarding life scrolls on even if you keep yourself hooked
I now realize your love was too weak for me
Not the way it looked
For I am my own lover my own guiding light
God bought me in this world to love not to fight
Till now, whenever your sight passes me by
I realize my lesson behind our meeting
I feel no hatred, no love now even if you kiss me
For I am my own lover passionately in love with me
Bidding your weak love good bye
Is the only solution to get rid from the prison of agony…