With time comes lessons , as we move more towards life we learn to welcome emotions in our lives , we learn to live with them , we learn to take them out from our life . It all happens time to time. Time which leads us to the beginning of something new every now and then I guess.
Through my experiences in life I have learnt that even an ending leads us to some kind of new beginning, whether you call it the feeling of the first day in school, the first day of new class, the last day in school which ends and gift us new beginning of youth where we enter college and the last day of college which ends and gift us the new beginning of working life.
I have lived up to all kind of experiences in my life some were very notorious and some were heart breaking but I have learned to live by and stood strong in my life.
My experience with the first day in new class had been fun. The smell of the new books, opening every copy, putting brown cover on them, giving them to my grandfather to write my name on it with his beautiful and artistic handwriting, getting a new bag, sharpening pencils, looking at the new dress, buying new black shoes and white socks and then heheheehe just a craze of the first day then we all know what we do..
Time flies and the day comes where we have the farewell party in the school. Wow! we dress up in saree , get our makeup done , enjoy the party, get a teaser name (by the way mine was chatter box) and then the moment we move out , the doors of schools close for us cause our lessons get over there and a new door opens and welcomes us that is of college.
How funny is that, we always curse ending as we grow older without realizing that the ending is gifting us the new beginning…
As we move with our age we tend to learn things not by daily soaps on TV but by our lives, if we remain open to emotions that we feel.
The way we do not look back at school , with time we forget to miss our favorite teachers or to curse the nastiest one and enters into new existence , a new beginning of college, we must learn to adapt the same theory of not looking back in life too.
I recently met my school friend; you know the kind of excitement you get when you meet people you were best friends with once.
When he called me after ages, actually he mailed me and asked me to meet him and I gave him my number. We fixed up a place and a time to meet.
I had an image of him in my mind of flirt, funny, slim funny guy but to my surprise when I met him he was a changed personality all together.
Anyway that was an overall beginning of a new friend ship and I realized with time people hug their fears, guilt and all kind of negative emotions so tight that they end up killing their inner child and forget to have fun in life.
We often look at a close chapter of our lives, re reading them one more time instead of writing a new one.
Our today will be past tomorrow but if we choose to look at past today without realizing that tomorrow will be more miserable and thirsty for something new then life lived will not be worth enough.
I have learnt from my life that every day is a new beginning and we choose to write a story with our thoughts in the book of our mind which we often try to re read but sometimes happiness is too much in the present that it erases the negative memories and sometimes it is the other way round.
By the way, I too often miss those who cared for me as a friend but then if I choose to look back at them they would have been a new personalities and who knows whether it will led to a new beginning or gifting an ending to hug new people who are about to enter in my life offering me care, love and support for life time?
As I walk and meet thousand people in between
I learn to lose my emotions with glee
There were thousands of doors I encountered in life
With different people in time
Some guided me with glee inside
Some showed me a new door with a mournful sight
I cannot stop for them as this is a long road with thousand of doors
Leading to a reason why I am living this life
The moment I looked back I wasted all my time
People who were waiting for me at the next door
Got lost with time
And I was left with no one to guide
I kept on walking and entering thousands of doors with time
Discovering not to look back and to respect time
I have learned to cherish happy memories in my mind
Those who bought me pain were my guided insights
Helping me to turn into direction
Leading to new sets of people with whom my learning experience lies
That is the God’s way to designed thousands of doors in my life
I have learned to edify my soul with the time
As I walk and meet thousand people in-between
Opening and closing thousands of doors for me
They made me learn to say hi
They made me learn to say good bye
They made me respect the beginning
They gave me a gift called ending with time