addicted to worry




Home to the first Hiatus spa and retreat

We all have a special place in our hearts for our family

I looked back to who I was as if I was  watching a movie

 I found my addiction to thoughts

Abhorring my honesty

Confused between axiology and approach

I kept on repeating same mistakes of ignoring my own needs

Thinking   too much for others well being

Forgetting where my life was leading

I found my addition heart breaking

My eyes were open

When I saw my reflection teasing

I was attracting situations in my life

With my worrisome thoughts guiding me

I saw my own glimpse in other’s life

Those who came along with time

They were crying and craving for happy times

That bothered me

I was not what they were

I am a shining star

I don’t want them in my life surely

It was necessary to leave my habit of worrying every time undeniably

In reality addiction comes from habit and habit came from our thinking only

I struggled hard to stop my annoying thoughts steering me

My goal was to make my family and surroundings joyful

I was asked to be little selfish

In this world, for my own needs

If I want my family to be happy

I must learn to align them to be me

It was essential for me

To burnish my aura happy

I took another road of sincerity

Conspiring on what I want my life to be

Grasping  my goal to bring happiness to every person I meet

When I looked back today I smiled and hugged myself in my thoughts

For letting me be

I kicked my habit of constant worrying courageously

Today I am a new person who does not believe in thinking unnecessarily

To be happy I let things be

 Enjoying spa and retreat

Oh yes I bid good bye to hiatus in-between


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