Posted in Poetry

You took me away from me

Once I was a smiling beauty
Sailing in the ship of love
Greeting happiness even to adversary
I enjoyed Swimming in my happy thoughts
Away from jealousy and animosity
While on my journey
I saw thee staring at me
When I dug deep into your eyes
I thought I found myself in thee
You promised me love forever
I trusted every word of yours with fervor
As innocence guides only towards love
I trusted your every word
When you took my hand and asked me to marry
People raised questions about you and me
You chose to leave me heartbroken in between
I was left alone wanting to be
My boat of love vanished all of sudden
My emotions went wary with shudder
I entered into a hut of loneliness
I locked it from inside with tears
I refused to come out of it
For years I faced rejection in me
I refused to love myself
I refused to sail in the ship of love again
I refused to swim again with happiness
When you left me
It was a difficult phase for me
However it took me years
To be friends with glee
The hut of isolation was unlocked by my angels
In the form of my family
They supported me and stood by me
They witnessed my inner resentment
They hugged me and kissed my tears
Now I have no rage left in me
I have again learnt to swim free
Still in my dreams sometimes we encounter each other
Whenever I witness you I grieve
Your heart has now forgotten to love me
It has deceived me
I wonder after denial of love
If I meet you after years
How should I met thee
With loneliness and tears
A gift which you gave it to me?
Or I stare at you as a criminal
 The one who stole my heart in the name of love
Only to crush it into pieces and walked on it as if it was some shrub
I refuse to trust anyone now
I refuse to open the gate of my hearts
Cause now somewhere denial resides inside me
Once it was love when I looked myself in thee
 
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Author:

I was born up in Delhi and has been living in the city since then; I have completed my graduation from the Delhi University. I come from a respectable and close-knit family. As an individual, my endearing nature and cheerful personality makes me popular among friends. I am an avid reader – I am fond of reading anything to do with spiritualism, psychology, the psychic realm, reincarnations and autobiographies. My favorite authors include Brain Weiss, Paulo Coelho, Brian Tracy, Gary Chapman, Louise Hay and Doreen Virtue, Sudha Murthy, Priya Kumar among many others. I feel my connect with books not only enhances my knowledge but also inspires me. I have put a pen to my thoughts and created book of poems called Love beyond Veils, book of short stories The golden hour and the gang of wonder kids available on amazon and Flipkart I am also fond of music and plays the guitar too. I have keenness in mysticism and the occult – I am a certified Pranic and Reiki healer, Angel therapist, Tarot Card reader and an astrologer. I share a deep love for animals and this is reflected in the fact that I took up the healing courses ostensibly to alleviate the suffering of stray animals. I practice meditation too. Professionally, I began my career with an international airline; then switched to work for diplomatic missions. I sat for the IELTS (International English Language Testing System) exam in 2009 to test and enhance my knowledge in the language.