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My Existence in this lifetime

I saw myself into the mirror
Questioning my existence with queerer
I saw my big droopy eyes twinkling
As  my lips stretched and laughed
I liked myself like a doll to a child
I enjoyed untangling my long tousled hair
I enjoyed their shine
Importuning myself
Who am I?
Why am I?
For my parents I am an Angel
For my friends I am an enchanter
For my colleagues I am a Blessing
For people who detest me I am grubby
I play so many roles in this life
For some I am smoke, for some I am light
Looking at myself into the mirror
I was inquiring myself
Who am I?
Why am I?
I heard a voice in my skull
He said I am your guardian angel
I am your lover
I make you love yourself
Why are you in dilemma?
 Why so many questions my dear
Enjoy your beauty and stop questing yourself
You are not this body not this face
You are not the names they gave
You are a soul on her journey
To finish this life with learnings
To be a light to many
This is the game in this life I choose for you honey
I reside inside you 
I am the one who guides you sometimes to dark
When smoke arises through you
Don’t feel shame
It is only your lesson in this time
So that you do not make same mistake again
And kill yourself with thousand darts disregarding rhymes
Turn around and you will find my physical existence
In someone’s smile
In someone’s zest
In someone’s eyes
I love you and live with you
In your dreams, in your thoughts
In the form of people you encounter every hour
Trust me, I will never leave you and be by your side
Every second every minute
In your heart I will shine
Till you live with last breath in this lifetime
Of course with rhymes


I was born up in Delhi and has been living in the city since then; I have completed my graduation from the Delhi University. I come from a respectable and close-knit family. As an individual, my endearing nature and cheerful personality makes me popular among friends. I am an avid reader – I am fond of reading anything to do with spiritualism, psychology, the psychic realm, reincarnations and autobiographies. My favorite authors include Brain Weiss, Paulo Coelho, Brian Tracy, Gary Chapman, Louise Hay and Doreen Virtue, Sudha Murthy, Priya Kumar among many others. I feel my connect with books not only enhances my knowledge but also inspires me. I have put a pen to my thoughts and created book of poems called Love beyond Veils, book of short stories The golden hour and the gang of wonder kids available on amazon and Flipkart I am also fond of music and plays the guitar too. I have keenness in mysticism and the occult – I am a certified Pranic and Reiki healer, Angel therapist, Tarot Card reader and an astrologer. I share a deep love for animals and this is reflected in the fact that I took up the healing courses ostensibly to alleviate the suffering of stray animals. I practice meditation too. Professionally, I began my career with an international airline; then switched to work for diplomatic missions. I sat for the IELTS (International English Language Testing System) exam in 2009 to test and enhance my knowledge in the language.